Liberated from Permanence
Every wakeful moment has been tormented with angst.
Struggling to simply keep abreast.
Beneath my skin are layers of pain and confusion.
I am drowning deep into despair.
Far reaching the ocean’s abyss.
My heart broken.
Crushed.
Stomped.
Chewed up and spit out with no consequence to you.
What can I do? I do not know.
I believe it to be ok not to know.
Permanence is not promised to me.
Am I purely light and joy?
No.
I am my dark shadow in this moment.
A shadow that is refusing to hide itself.
It is dominating me.
Overwhelming and suffocating.
Endless joy is not promised to me.
Leaning into you.
Embracing you.
I refuse to hide from my darkness.
It receives me with compassion and a kind curiosity.
Whispering to me that this too is temporary.
I am not alone.
Truth extends its hand.
Hold tight.
Telling me this is a part of my journey.
It is beautiful and promising.
Full of hope and love.
A calling to renounce all which does not serve my highest self.
Let go… let go… let go… let go…
I am alive with every emotion, feeling, and thought.
Liberated from
permanence.
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